About Me: why here, why now
Needless to say, it's been a whirlwind of a four years for everyone. I think people forget that we survived a pandemic, and along with that, we've forgotten that many of us are still suffering, still trying to find our way back to where we were in 2019. My troubles started before 2019, 2016, to be exact, but let's not count the years I've had my mind in a blender. How long I've been messed up probably plays a big part in why I'm having trouble now, and that's the point of this blog. I need a place to sort through my feelings, how I'm feeling, and how I can get to feeling normal again, if that's even possible. After eight years, people in my real life are tired of hearing about this, and I don't blame them. I'm tired too. But I'm living it and don't have a choice whether to block it out or not. So here I am, fumbling my way through each day, wondering if I'll ever feel like myself again. Chances are good that's a big fat no,...